God Damn, I Said, God Damn.

So i think i forgot about this thing.
Which is never any good, considering i have many thoughts running through my head, as of late.
Where to even begin???

Conversations with old friends got me thinking...
I don't think i'll ever be happy.
How selfish of me. But that's how i feel.
I feel like i'm always searching for the right person...and when i think i've found that person, reality slaps me in the face and tells me to wake up. I always seem to choose the wrong people...
I feel like i got too comfortable in my past relationships and that's what did me in. Like they knew it was time to royally fuck me over. If i would have kept up the chase, they wouldn't have done the things that they did. But i think its all partially my fault for wanting that person in the first place.
Relationships suck.
Because i'm the type of person who will analyze that relationship for a while after its over and try and figure out what went wrong. Not that i would ever want that person back, i just feel the need to know who did wrong and why it ended. Sometimes i think there's something wrong with me...but then i think everyone is like that. Everyone wants to know.
I just want to find someone who is so incredibly right for me. I don't believe anyone is perfect. Everyone has their flaws and idiocyncracies. But i think everyone has someone out there who is so compatible, its not even funny. I'd love it if my "Mr. Right" would step forward...cuz i'm ready to get this ball rollin.